Monday, December 15, 2014
My Dearest Santa,
My, my-- can you believe another year has gone by? The last I knew I was wondering if I should make a New Year's Resolution, and now here it is time to disregard another one! Where does the time go?
How are you and Mrs K.? Please give her my warmest regards. I swear the woman must have the patience of Job. What with the elves hammering and clanging and singing non-stop, and all that reindeer poop to take care of. Is it true that that's what Chia Pets are made from? Anyway, don't forget to say "hey" to the elves for me, as well. Let them know I appreciate what they cooked up for me last year. I know I asked for heat for the Winter, and that lump of coal came in handy, I'll tell you! I used it to light my living room couch on fire so I could stay warm for one night. Thanks.
Santa, I know this year has been an exceptionally trying one for all of us here below the North Pole. What, with frightening disease, mass starvation, riots, war and over-all nastiness the whole World over. And Santa, I just want to remind you of one thing:
None of it was my fault.
That should get me some bonus points! Am I right? Heck yeah!
So with all that in mind, here Santa is what I think I deserve for Christmas this year. Mostly, it's the intangibles as opposed to specific items. Like my first choice is Serenity.
Serenity comes with peace of mind. And to an Artist, what can soothe ones mind and make the brush flow smoother than a whole lot of crisp, green serenity? The kind with dead Founding Fathers on it! Let's have some Franklins, Hamiltons, a few Chase's, then throw in some dead presidents-- Jackson, Lincoln, Grant, McKinley. To coin a phrase; For this Christmas, Serenity now!
I know it's important to support the arts, and one way of doing that is by buying work from other artists. Since, I can't afford that, next on my Christmas list are sculptures by Jeff Koons.
Look, everybody knows he's playing rich people for chumps by calling his banal, worthless crap "art " So if I had one of his bright, stupid looking sculptures, like a Chia Pet covered in mirrors, or something I could sell it for millions of dollars to people who don't have a clue they are being laughed at! Hey, a fool and his money, right? What could be more Christmas-ee than that?
Keeping with my spirit of giving, Santa I want to help all those struggling galleries out there. It's obvious they are having a hard time selling quality artwork. So if quality doesn't cut it, they should sell mine instead!
This Christmas, while you're dropping by delivering all my goodies, pick up some of my paintings and drop them off to galleries around the world. Hey, they can't do any worse, right? Plus, it'll ease up some of the work-load for the elves! You're welcome, Santa.
Well, that should do it Santa. It's a short list and imminently do-able if I say so myself. Have a safe and happy flight. I hope Blitzen doesn't have the same intestinal problems he had last year. Or maybe you can just re-position him so he's not right in front of you...
'Til I see you on Christmas Eve, Peace on Earth etc., etc.,
Friday, December 12, 2014
Let me ask you; Are you the type that goes charging head-long into every venture? You know, "Damn the torpedoes, full steam ahead!" Or are you the more methodical, take-it-one-step at a time, no need to hurry type?
Here's a scenario: Say you're at the beach on a hot summer day. Do you creep up on the water, dipping one toe in a a time, slowly acclimating each body part to the chilly water? Or do you just go plunging in without a thought-- just get 'er done? Me? I'm both.
Now first off a disclaimer-- The Atlantic Ocean here in Maine is not known for it's warmth. We're not talking Miami Beach here. In fact, we do our "Polar Plunge" on July 4th! And have you ever noticed that the warmer the days, the colder the water gets? There's a scientific reason for that, but this is Maine-ly Painting after all, not Maine-ly Oceanography. But I digress... Anyway, I will sneak up to the water, checking the temperature one toe at a time, gauging to see how cold it is and what shock to the system is involved by plunging in. Then, I turn and high step it in, back arched, my shoulders pinned to my ears, water splashing until I dive in head-first. Followed by my bursting out of the water, emitting a shriek reminiscent of a steam whistle. Or a six year old girl...
I'm also that way when it comes to a new painting. I pussy-foot around, taking a moment here and there doing little thumbnail scribbles on scrap pieces of paper-- no big deal, I may do this painting, maybe not, who knows? Then comes the occasional glances at potential reference material, whether from my files or the interweb. Still, no sweat, no commitment. What I'm doing is trying to figure out what it will take for this painting to come to life. How much of a shock to the system will it cause, as it were. But also at this stage, the idea of how great the painting could be is still greater than the reality of the painting itself. While it's still a dream it's the best piece I've ever done. My Masterpiece! All that changes as soon as I start to work on it in earnest.
But really, if I'm being honest the prime reason for my procrastination is because when I do high-step it and jump in feet first it will consume me for however long it takes to finish. For that length of time I will live and breathe this picture. It will follow me from my studio up to my house every night where I will spend evenings with one eye on the TV and the other eye on the painting as I analyze it incessantly. I will spend hours each night lying in bed wide awake as I think of what the next step will be on the painting, what colors will work best, what method of applying paint will be more effective. There will be no off days. Every day for the duration will be spent in the studio.
There will also be the emotional roller-coaster, for sure. The fire of inspiration, the enthusiasm of what can be. The thrill of seeing my idea start to take form. It will be followed by the inevitable "I've messed this all up" stage that usually is the half-way mark. Then comes the drudgery. The small, endless little detail work that I thought was going to be so much fun is now just a pain-in-the-ass, "what-was-I-thinking?" And "This doesn't look right at all!" Maybe somewhere in there- if I'm lucky- will be a joyous, "Wow! That passage came out great!" But probably not...
At the end of it all will be a finished painting. Maybe I'll be proud of it, maybe not. But it will be done, and I will be emotionally drained. So really, can you blame me if I beat around the bush a little before I do it all again? It's kinda funny though, usually before the painting is done I've made a few thumbnail scribbles of a new idea. I've glanced at some reference material. In short-- I'm tip-toeing along the waters edge, nerving myself up for another plunge. And maybe this time it will be different--
Maybe this time I won't come up shrieking like a six-year old girl...